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I have a complicated relationship with photographs. 

Photographs were taken with the intention to be a souvenir from the past. When we look at it again, some memories will be sparkling in our head; either a happy memory or a sad memory. Some photographs remind me of happy memories, but those happy memories also leads to a sadness.

While I was choosing some photographs for this post, I came across several memories that I captured using my pocket camera. I took a look at them, one by one. 

There are photographs of my parents and I at a wedding ceremony.

There are photographs taken when I was having a meal with my dad.

There are photographs of my mom in her everyday daster.

There are photographs of my friends doing some activities.

There are photographs of my family cat called Miko, sleeping in his favorite crystal bowl.

There are also photographs of a significant other that tried to cover his face whenever I pointed my camera at him.

It supposed to evokes happiness, but this happiness also triggers sadness within my heart.

These are the happy memories that I am going to leave behind soon.