p e o p l e

people said that i should express my feelings
but people also said that they don't want to be surrounded by negative feelings.

it left me with a confused mind.

should i tell them what is going on inside my head?
should i stay quite and keep it all to myself;
they do not want to hear my negative feelings and thoughts.

i want to share my stories with other people,
because that is what people told me to do
in order to release all of these negative thoughts in my mind
or at least to relieve the pain

but at the same time, i am reluctant to share
i am afraid that they will
be bored
or annoyed
or worse,
they will not listen

once,
they told me that they are tired listening to my sadness
once,
i tried to told them, but they only talk about themselves instead
both,
broke my heart and disappoints me.